2014 Tag Hag.

Well as we Approach the New Years in a Couple of hours- Well if you are in London anyway! The Amazing People reading my blog but are in different countries, 
I will surly find out all your time zones, just for you. 
I was actually told to do a "#2014 Tag" by a Few of my Friends, I screamed and sat down to answer all the dreading question to be answered for 2014. 

Before We beginning: 

A Special Shoutout to One of My Friends Louisa
She is Incredible, Smart and Totally Awesome!! oh, Her hair Is Gorgeous!
A fan of Supernatural *Audience Claps* 
Well Everyone Follow Louisa's Tumblr it is absolutely Amazing 
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1. What do you Plan to Achieve in 2014? 
Plans.... I Plan to Meet new People from probably all over the world (highly possible, around the world in 80 days) leaving me 285 days of Sugar Rushes from New and Improved Sweets and Possible make a Youtube channel based on my blog called the "Ugly Truth"
Wait.... This is Big one,I don't think you can Handle it but I am going to Read 100 books. 

2. Best Memories of 2013? 
Obviously The Amazing Friends I have and the New ones, watching Supernatural will definitely be a Lovely Memory x 

3. Do you Believe in the Changes of 2013-2014? 
if you are talking about the Changes people are saying they are going to be making in 2014, yes because they could probably change and us not giving them a chance is also wrong, they can say whatever the hell! they want to say . 

4. Favourite Drink of 2013? 
My Favourite drink has to be Starbucks coffee Triple Mocha, Something Something Something and Bubble Tea Honeydew (I think) & Taro.

5. Fashion sense of 2013? 
Well, when I created instagram, I have started to adapt other styles other than my own, I love the Vintage scene, I have been thrifting quite alot and wearing Black, Now me, wearing black is actually not fro the adaptation of other people but because I feel most comfortable but it goes with everything so Hooray!

6. Favourite places of 2013? 
My favourite Place has been Bubbleolgy, SOHO, American Apparel, Poetry Cafe (I LOVE that Place) and Lush, you can get some many interesting things from there you know. 

7. What do you Look Forward too in 2014? 

FIRST OFF COMIC CON, Can't wait to see the Supernatural fandom told by my cool friend Amber and Lousia and Now drinks, New clothes, New music, evolution of twerk to Crazy Random Dancing. 





8. Favourite Songs of 2013? 
You have Ahnnu's World Music it is like a Fusion of Electronic, with hip-hop and RnB, it so Cool, I love Bands so King of Leon with their song Beautiful war was so Good also Arctic Monkey are Really Good. I recommend everyone to listen to them at least. 

9. In 2014 who do you wish to meet? 
I wish too meet al the Famous Bloggers, go to the Vine & Youtube meets to see all the Wonderful people who have made me Laugh through my lovely Internet and Elyar fox and my Beloved bands, Can't wait to Meet them all!

10. Do you think 2014 is going to be your year? 
Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes again, It shall be from the stars moon and back. 












  

Hey Guys, 
I have been so busy lately, I haven't even had time to blog. But pushing all of that aside. 
I hope everyone had a lovely Christmas with all the Yummy treats that would have been shared. 
Looking forward to the New Year? Well I know I am. 
2014 will definitely be a Year full of ups and downs, good and bad and also Fun. 
Before we enter the new year I think everyone should think about the lovely times that have been shared this pass year.

I have been thinking about stuff that I would even like to do this year. 
Well I hope this message sees you through this year. see you in a few days or an hour. 

Chao x

sophie: we all wanna be pretty

sophie: we all wanna be pretty: we all wanna be pretty (Truth)

Live Life.

Roses are White, Red is just Nice. 

                                      But not Giving a Care in the World is Phenomenal 
                                    Just Live the Life you were, meant too. 

"Thou Love Expressed"

I watched the Notebook a Few days ago and I literally Cried, which I rarely do unless I am crying of laughter but this I got to me like a Hammer breaking a Double gazed window without a flinch. For I do not know why, it made me think about Love and its way of it evolving in our lives. I love Romance. 

I am quite a sap when it comes to romance it changes me because as in The Notebook it goes how much I want love too happen & not the type where it is just the word Love coming out of he/she's mouth but the thought and care put into, I guess this doesn't really show my view of Love as much but all I can say Someday. One day. Soon even I will find that one person despite the fact I am only 15, I am a Dreamer and I dream quite a lot. I make pointless comments which suit the situation but overall Love is really Cool, despite complications. 

Your Story Matters

I dream One day I shall make a Change. huh yeah right. 

See I am the type of person who doesn't sit there and allows Good opportunity to just go pass. 

See, Inisde, I am this Scared girl who is ready to let go f her shell and just be free of all Judgement opposes against. 

We all have a story to Tell and  Sooner or Later we need to find a title for that Story, as I have watch my life unfold piece by piece I realise that Everyone story Is & will be different, We all have different experiences of life, some bad, some good but we all need to understand that the story we write Infiltrates what we shall be recongised with, I try to tell myself everything in life will go the way you want it to, but it doesn't we need to understand that, we are like Tree only blown the direction of the wind and only fallen when we are weak or even vulnerable. I am not saying that telling your story to the world will make you weak & a easy target. No. but to choose carefully because "In life Somethings are left unsaid" we all have a Voice and I hope everyone uses it to there advantage but for good because once our story is told, We in ourselves are the greatest. 

No one has to tell you because it will seem as if a weight has been lifted off your chest.

It shall not Define me.

I always thought that I would be Beautiful, but 99% of the time I know it is not true, I know its not true because well I just know. I have been called names for the way I look but i have grown to except that maybe I should just get use to the fact that I may not be that Beautiful looking girl I have always dreamed about,

I am not Negative, I am beyond that I look at the reality of things. I wish to be like other girls sometimes but knowing it will never happen to me makes me feel

disgusted of my self. 

I feel like a Blank canvas in society, I just write poems hoping to make a change but knowing I do it for myself aswell as others, I put myself in the position of that female, male or even the topic because I believe deep down inside of my heart that is ready to turn cold is a urge of the situations I write about could happen too anyone even me. I may not look like the insecure type of person or the one not to share feelings but I am,

I am so deep with feelings that they could make you cry, I share so much just to gain nothing but my heart is ready to turn cold, my eyes are ready to turn to stone after crying secretly on why I am the way I am. My appearance continues to define me and my life, I will not allow that, I have tried to hard and too long.

I want to be drunk in my freedom, I want to go out & not worry about what people have to say about me,

I want to be me. Cinthia. Chizoba. Friend & poet. 

Insanity.

You see my tears, are soaking every page,
My words are dried by my rage,
You’ll rarely see me this passionate,
These feelings reflect my mindset,
I might be quite hard to read,But don’t allow me to mislead you,
With my thoughts, however insane,
The truth I bear is my legit pain,
Voices all around me dictate how I should be,
Unsure of who to listen to,
I look at life through a different view.

You see, this ‘thing’ I do, is more than poetry,
I call it my Mental Industry,
It lays down before me, my concepts of life,
Some days, my focus is justice vs strife,
And other days, the perception I write,
Could be about all the good that I sight,
This business is unpredictable,
But it’s a part of me that’s beautiful,
These letters are an extension of my mind, 
They help me find peace, relax, unwind.

Don’t underestimate the strength that words uphold, 
They are the key to action – so I‘ve been told,
A lot of my rhymes may not bring great clarity,
But I tell You they all mean something to me.

So remember, this little ‘thing’ I do,
Is more than just a ‘thing’ I do,
It’s a piece of me, laid out for you.

Procrastination

Procrastination is a Weakness of mine, I do Try, I Fear Life in a Whole. Moving on 

I made a New friend she is Really Cool I love Her Braids, she inspires me the way she acts, even those I don't see much of her during the day, I hope too though even though she is in Year 11, I feel that I lack friendships and simply have associates, but it is slow changing my Love for English and the Creative nature has Wow'ed me entirely.

A Good Day.

I felt really Good Today, I felt really happy.
I performed my Spoken Poetry to my Whole Year.
I loved seeing my friends, I love seeing them everday .
I love Math, The equations & all, I love Numbers also Art, I love how I can express my self through out knowing that I have no trouble whatsoever.
I feel like the Love that I Perceive to others will be for Infinity. 

An Ancient Message

There will come a time when all of us are dead. There will come a time when there are no human beings remaining to remember that anyone ever existed or that our species ever did anything. There will be no one left to remember Aristotle or Cleopatra, let alone you. Everything that we did and built and wrote and thought and discovered will have been for naught. Maybe that time is coming soon and maybe that rime may come. So Don't feel obliged not to do anything, go head, achieve & believe.